Competing in the Olympics (!!!)
She lost to Mariana Sahakian of Lebanon 4-1 in the preliminary rounds on July 27.
But despite this outcome, Zeng walked away from the experience with nothing but pride.
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I love this country.
I didnt reach my dream in China, and I have here.
Its important not to give up.
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But theres one thing, she says, that defines her double-decade career: resilience.
There were times I wanted to give up, and there were times when I wanted to quit.
Sometimes you have to work through a lot of disappointment and failure to succeed.
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In Paris, she placed 38th in the 10-meter air pistol event and 40th in the 25-meter pistol.
Despite her achievements, her age has often been scrutinized.
Im here to compete.
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Im here to play at a high level.
Im here to give to my teammates and Im here to win a gold medal.
I dont care about the last 20 years.
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Im worried about the next 20 years.
I needed to step away and figure out what I really wanted to do….
Being around the girls really solidified that this is where Im supposed to be.
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