This year, state lawmakers across the United States have introduced more than500 billsexplicitly targeting LGBTQ+ people.

Butcher, a trans man, began taking testosterone in his 30s before undergoing top surgery.

I am turning 41 in August, and I finally hadtop surgeryat the age of 38.

Taking Testosterone and Getting Top Surgery Did Wonders for My Mental Health

Seba Cestaro

I completely, with my entire soul, supportgender-affirming health care for kidsbecause I didnt have it.

I thought, How can Inothave that happen to me?

Im a comedian and actor, and I was stuck in a lack mentality in my career.

My journey started with a low dose of testosterone in July 2020.

Before I started hormone replacement therapy, I asked a friend what it was like.

Remember, I was 38 years old.

When she asked me what I wanted my chest to look like, I didnt know what to say.

I dont know…a dude?

I was scared of looking silly.

The night before surgery, I called my mom to tell her.

She was very happy for me, but I could hear concern in her voice.

Once I understood that, the decision didnt seem scary anymore.

But I felt calm because of what I was there to do.

I briefly woke up right after, before the operation even started, and I was crying.

Someone asked me, Are you okay?

I was trying to say yes, and they realized: Ohare these tears of joy?

I said, Yes, yes, yes, and then I went right back out.

A few hours later, the surgery was over.

I spent a few weeks after surgery resting and watching Disney movies.

My partner created a meal traina system where friends and family members signed up to send food or visit.

When I finally took my binder off, I was afraid that I wouldnt look the way I wanted.

Brady on the TV seriesGood Trouble.

I had reservations, given that I wasnt able to raise my arms above my head yet.

Instead, I feel free.

When I run to first base, Im no longer confronted with a body that doesnt feel right.

I just felt grateful to be able to be there in that exact moment.

To enjoy these revelations as they come.

I feel like myself, the person I was created to be.